Wednesday, April 30, 2008
心里好烦；有好多相对他们讲不过不知道从和开始。也许是很久没有和他们聊心事了把有；点奇怪。我不知道要用哪一个形容词来讲出我现在想要所的话。我只知道当我面对着他们；我想讲不过却害怕讲错话；让他们误会我的意识，好烦真的好烦；只是希望；这些多是一个恶梦的结束。
Loved @*5:43 PM
Monday, April 28, 2008
DINNER WITH TUTOR:-))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
Just came back from jurong point with tutor;we just ate pizza hut.although we had a full meal but now it was almost half digested now~hahahahah!i have a weird stomach.i hate baby when he didn't answer my calls!!humpf*
Mom fetch me from near-by tutor house and chatted with tutor and we saw some weird people!:)piercing here and there,haha:)wanted to sign up for e blogger thing cause have money!i hate that aunntie in e tv so fierce;omg if i'm that actress i would cry lorh!!!!!i miss baby:)
i want go shopping;)but studies;studies;studies;studies;studies;studies;studies;studies;i miss baby:)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
TUTOR:)))JIAYOU FOR YOUR LAST PAPER TOMORROW!!**********
Loved @*9:04 PM
although we used to joke in class in e past;it was all our friendship past tense;maybe we might seperate after all of your graduate;but what tutor said are e same;when all all of us graduate we all go seperate;but at least we had wonderful memories together.
i having such problems;i dare not tell baby:)i know what he is going to say and i going to cry for sure:)im trying to smile back to you.E way i saw you laughing to ur new batch of friends made me jealous.we use to be group of three together and never had secrets unknown.we are always in our groups laughing;giggling;gossipping;talking nonsense together.but now all has become a smile that i would do so to all stranger and yah;i feel so jealous when ur stupid teeth smile and ou laugh to me with that and it seems so far yet near but we know this friendship is drifting;i no longer get e lastest updates from you n mond and i would get to know it from other people.
i dont like that feeling;but will you know?i guess i would't just smile to make time go faster.my tears are rolling down without letting your guy knowing but i know myself well how i amd feeling;maybe i need to cool down alone even without e presens of baby(;i need to cool down and think through;i forcing myself to study;)but when i thought of studying i started to think of your;e stupid studying time;our prata time;and our shopping and eating time;and we are e most happy one in school:)but its all a past tense.
the present tense of me;afraid of being alone is already no longer in my mind.i can walked anywhere alone.maybe i wanted to be more independent now.i want to have more thought and its must be mature though;i should let this stop to start my life afresh;its like giving up all i have for my past 3 year.i gone through once on sec1 to adapy to my sec school life;now im going through another one.its har dto let go but im trying:)
Loved @*3:14 PM
Sunday, April 27, 2008
im bored!really bored!its dont know its e second or third post of e day;im sad;very sad now!no one understand me!tomorrow is my chinese paper and i just saw one of their blog=(4e6) friends blog;i miss them;i miss taking exams with them;i miss congrualating them and wishing all of them for good luck.i miss ying which is like so busy sleeping at e night before exams.
i really miss them;even though i keep repeating this but it is really waht i meant in my heart;CHEN JIAYU;CHEN SI YU;LIU JIAYING;LEE XUE WEN;LEE SI YI;AH WA;JING HUIMIN;huang zhi yang;zhen lihui**JIAYOU FOR THIS EXAMS CAN!I HOPE IM WITHA LL OF YOUR DURING EXAMS;BUT I DONT THINK I CANT DO SO;MY SOUL WOULD BE THERE TELL YOUR ANSWERS;(im just kidding);tears are welling up;i want them to go in my eye instead of bring out;but i guess its out of control,JIAYOU*
whyy did i fail my sec 3 that i cant take o's as ur and i have to take with my junior;i came in the school with your and wanted to leave the school as your as well,but i guess that is no hope for me;im stuying right now and im afraid that i might fail for my test;no confidents;no confidents as well;im sorry;this thingy suddenly pop up in my mind;maybe im too emotional;in e past i knew i have a bunch of good friend to rely on but now i guess they are all behind books.i miss e time studying with ur espeicially p;mond;ying!sorry*im fail!i still remeber this picture that we ate at bukit timah hawker centre and it was right after our study sessions!
i miss e sentosa's trip with all of ur as well;i hope im still ehappy go lucky girl that your know;but too bad;part of me are covered with darkness!especially studies;its my phobia but i guess i just have to determined to e end.or else i would suffered in e future.i miss all of ur smiles!
our trip to e concert at victoria concert hall;i miss pulling p's hair and i miss everyone;i know time cant turn back and i did predict that i would retain and im just speechless now!
our nepal's trip;i will remeber for life girls;it was a nice trip and i have treasure e time with ur:)
i trying to smile to ur as much as possible:)
Loved @*8:29 PM
我是华人。我是黄歆歆！
my blog go siao siao;i cant see my background!!!!!so i decided to change it to white as temp background;i would be back with a new back ground after my exams.Speaking of exams;its going to start tomorrow for my chinese paper.Scare!but i have to go for it!and wonder when my figure became so thin ;ITS NOT ME ITS MY TUTOR!!HOHHOHO:)at her house studying now and im going off soon too!lalalala~ she is going to have garlic bread for dinner.hah;)did some studying and for geog paper for thursday i have already did already half-way through!but PHYSICS*FAINT*she show me some of her photo that she went to japan was nice as it was snowing but guess e experiences was good and i regretted not taking much pictures of us during e Nepal trip!but e experiences are e most important and precious!
lalala~i have so much planns after exam but im totally afraid of e out coming result!hais~no confidences!no confidences!i miss baby:))THINGS TO DO AFTER EXAMS:-
1.SOUL GARDEN TRIP WITH 3E9 PEEPS
2.FISH SPA(with baby;char&br)
3.SINGAPORE FLYER'S
4.MAJONG
5.MEET-UPS WITH OLD GANG
6.OVERSEAS WITH BABY:)
Not much yah;hahah:)i really miss p n mond;i was walking to tutor house that i remember going to Raymond house and we do weird things and picnic at his house i know i shouldn't be thinking all this as exams are more important but this is what is kept inside of me for a period of time.Maybe after your sec 4 and maybe in poly or even some of us went overseas we wouldn't be seeing each other anymore,its is e future no one would know what is it and we have to face reality and the truth is that we ain't that close anymore.Even though we are in e same school but we're just like stranger we can't even know how to react when we see each other eye to eye!it's like so boring you know!maybe im giving up on all friendship one day((:i don't wish to do so.
Loved @*6:18 PM
1ST TRIP TO TUTOR'S HOUSE:))
lalalala~her house is so pink and hellokitty;hellokitty;hellokitty; hahaha:))yesterday was busyy and tiring but luckily i have majong sessions to de-stress before i started studyong later;im studying okay:X,wwawa bomb me;she is e usual lazy oink*oink*=pig lar;but forget it i dont think i have e mood to study so far as well cause i would be tempted to take taxi home at e night time when i feel like sleeping and i hate walking back to citylink cause its damn long when im damn sleepy!
baby:)came over early in e morning after his morning shift and is waiting for me to get ready to go to his gan daddy house he came i went to open e door and we went back sleeping and hahah:)i distubed him; of cause he keep giggling and hahah:)cant sleep but after a few mintues i fell sleep and yah we both fell asleep!hahahaha:)then i wak eup realising that it was already 1030 and i shout at baby and he say emmm..(in a tired way);i tell him would be late leh he say..its okay larhs(and going back to sleep)>.<.then i went back to sleepp while then wake up!hahahah:)prepare and off we go!
lalala~then went to have lunch with his gan daddy bbut i wasn't hungry!hahahah:)ate a bit and we went to his gan-daddy house to fix his mob-tv and i was busy looking at thier hamster and its damn cute but I DONT DARE TO TOUCH;if can i would but i have those feeling that the hamster would crawl on my hand and yucks***i cant take those kind of feeling!
haha:)then after that was my house and went for dinner and mom keep saying ..marry liao hor no need help already hor?come back can eat already hor!and stupid baby stand there and hahahahahah:) like that!hahahah:)i enjyed yesterday majong session and e day althought i lose!hahahah:))ANYWAYS IM GOING FOR E KUKOP TRIP ON NEXT STURDAY AND BABY IS SENDING ME OFF AT BING REN'S HOUSE*.
<----remember?i stated to miss you guy:)it seem a long time since we went out we ain't that close as last time we ain't that childish and are ain't heart to heart;we ain't no secret between each other anymore;alot of thing changes.p has his diving thingy no longer boring kiddo mond i also dont know what he is doing lately i just feel that alll ur contact im my mind are like rusty!
Loved @*12:42 PM
Friday, April 25, 2008
my new specs:)))
i love you HUBBY:p
My newly bought necklance:D
she is my sister!
the venue of e day**
baby;baby;baby;
i keep muching this;baby keep scolding me!
i love e soup base!
i never eat this!
this is e toilet*
this is e toilet*
the steam prawn;e mi fen very nice.
i love thisx.x
althought its like chao da!BUT IT'S SUPER NICE LORH!
althought its like chao da!BUT IT'S SUPER NICE LORH!
CHICKEN PLUS my hand
salmond salad''
sis tom yam noodles.
sis tom yam noodles.
******A MUST TRY!!!!@_@ SUPER SUPER***
WASABI PRAWN;not really that nice.
WASABI PRAWN;not really that nice.
i always llove deserts
whoot!whoot!lalalala~today is a friday and tomorrow is a saturday yesterday is a thursday; im bored;baby:) is eating and i have just finish eating my dinner and if fact i just pass out my dinner i think*lalalala~i have a weird BODY and a werid BODY SIZE!!
whoot!whoot!lalalala~today is a friday and tomorrow is a saturday yesterday is a thursday; im bored;baby:) is eating and i have just finish eating my dinner and if fact i just pass out my dinner i think*lalalala~i have a weird BODY and a werid BODY SIZE!!
i miss my baby although im seeing him tomorrow!lalala~yesterday(24042008) went home straight after school as im meeting baby and i decided to cooked whip up a simple lunch for baby as i misunderstood him on wednesday!lalalala*hahahah:)then i cut my hand!hahahah:) its just a minor wound.hahah:)went over to zhou zhuang opposite of ikea and infront of anchor point; its like a small hut in front of anchor point and ikea!IT WAS SUPER NICE ATMOSPHERE THERE;I LOVE THERE; the staff was friendly and was very joker type haha:) and e high tea was quite cheap in fact.hahah:)im going with baby and tutor;and tutpr bf one day haha:)i have lots of things yet to do with tutor and over FISH SPA!AND MY MATHS CRASH COURSE!HAHAHAHHA:) was nice over all e must try is e 'lou mee' its in white i tell you and e soup is thick yet not '''ni'' you know like sianx when keep eating e taste but this wouldnt.hahahah:))im going there again for sure!hahaha:)HIGH TEA!LALALA~
Exams are nearing;im scare;i miss baby;im scare he really die; he is so suai nowadays ;i keep remind him to take his bai bai out!hahahah:))and i suggest him to chant ''fuo jing'' when he is crossing e road!hahahah:)im not confirm for e kukop trip i wanted to go!but i scare i miss baby too;tutor is not online she is PATT-TOR-ING!!!HAHAHAHAH=DATING!
IM GOING TUTOR HOUSE TML AND MEETING BABY'S GOD-PARENTS FOR LUNCH**
Loved @*1:10 PM
